.Friday, January 19, 2007 ' 2:35:00 pm Y
between me n him r over....
it nt bcOz of third party...
till nw we still luv each Other...
there's sumtin happen between him n his parents...tOo personal...
e last 2 weeks he said to me tis "if sumtin happen will u still wait 4 me"??
hmmm den i said "y u sae lyk dat"??
he said "nOthin jus askin"
i said "yes i will nO matter wat i will still wait fer u"
he den just smile...
wen i gOt hm he tOld me everytin...
i was sad...shOck...cryin...
i dunnO wat tO dO...
cOz all dis while i feel safe wit him...w/o him i cant survive!!
fer 2 1/2 yrs i've been wit him hw get i 4get u...
i sad i wanna wait fer him bt he said its nt fair tO me...
i said its okie i'll wait fer u...
he said if u dun listen tO me i wOnt talk tO u anymOre...
i gOt nO chOice tO listen tO him... n nw im hurt...
ive gOt nO One tO gO out wit...frens all bz wit their stuff
im truly deeply emOtionly hurt...gOd help me plsss!!
if nO chOice i rather stay single all my lyf...
its Okie if peOple call me stupid gerl...whO cares!!!
i'll chOse e path Of my lyf...whether its bad or gOod i'll chOse it!!