.Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ' 2:59:00 pm Y
Hey beautiful people!
Just to clear things out, to tell the truth
im still loving u. But i know that must be impossible as i know that u don't love me like how i love u, its
ok. I'm will to give u a chance if u want me back i know it hurts and i guess it would be more hurt if we never give a try to prove to how much i love u. Well i guess i must be daydreaming because i know that there will never be a chance to prove it to u. I will always love u and will always love u no matter what, this is truly from the bottom of my heart. I will prove it to u that
im the best for u..or maybe u will just see it for yourself. U judge me...I miss
ur smile,
ur jokes,
ur hugs,
ur kiss,
ur silliness everything in u been missed by me. The late night talk on the phone accompany u at work, waking u up early in the morning, how i wish i could do that till today.
And now insomnia is my best friend, i almost slept 3, 4 am just kept thinking about everything that happen. How wish i could turn back those days just to prove to u how much u meant to me in my life, u always talk about the future but i tried not to because i know things like these would happen that why i always say let's go with the flow, and that doesn't meant that my love towards u also go by the flow. U got the wrong thinking dear. But at least i got to love u even tho its just a short one. I wanting u back..but i got no courage to tell u only through here i could say. Its
ok if u rejecting me again at least i know. U leave me hanging like that and i want
ur answer so that i wouldn't be hanging for that long.
I'm confused didn't know what to do please can u heals those broken string on me so that
im not lost.
p/s: I love u endlessly......
And tomoro is my off day, and i guess i will be at home doing nothing. Or will be waiting for friends to text me to go out. Now i only depends on them because i usually use to go out with someone but know im just all alone. And crying is my second best friend.
Ok till here...
Need to get ready to work, will be working till 1am.
Bye....
Iloveu!!
