Tell u this, lots of people wants to be in love but not many people is ready for separation. The fact is if u wants to accept love u also have to bare with separation bcause its already stated, so whenever there's love there will always be separation. It the same also if u live surely one day u will die. So by this, to all who are in the wonders of love be prepared to face whatever happens in the future so that u will not be to depressed to face the consequences later part. Its not me who wants to break-up but its all stated in our journey of love.
Lots of things happen and till now i still cant believe it happens to me. But life have to go on, i love u so much that ive got to let u go. I want u to be happy with whoever u are and see im not being selfish, i guess u are not meant for me. Im happy that u are honest guy, and i believe that nothing last forever. So that's why ive never make any promises with u, bcause promises are meant to be broken. When i almost wanna tell u that ive given my whole heart to u u do this to me, u didnt even care about my feelings. All u know is that sorry, and trying to put all the blame on me. Argh!!!!
To be honest with u guys, I'm really not a strong girl to face this all. But i just want to prove to them that they are wrong towards me. I still have my pride not to think about the past and create a new future, i want them to be happy. I guess they are right now, I'm happy that my love are happy. I love u so much that's y i let u go, i know its hard for me but i need to respect ur decision, I've got nothing more to say my heart really sink only god's know how i feel. U didn't understand how much i love u, u have hurt me like how other guy hurt me. Thanks for everything and well I've learnt something in this r/ship. To become a better person in the future.
And i wanna thanks a zillion to dayah for being there for me when I'm down, i guess we are on the same boat. Love chatting with u till 3, 4 am, just to listen to my stories. U are the only 1 who cheers me up, even tho u got ur own problems solve. I love u!!!
p/s: Just want u to know that I've never hate u or what. Thanks for being honest with me, its really hard for me to breathe but life have to go on. What for i cry every single day when u are happy2 out there, so I'm going to party like a rock star and live life to the fullest. Guys come and goes, so let it be. Maybe Allah wants to see how far i can go, and thanks Allah for showing me the right way. Yes karma!! i strongly believe.
love sue freak!!
